To My Babies

Alhamdullillah, Pentas is over. Now I AM SO FREAKING FREE!!!!! I MISS U GIRLS SO MUCH, I don't even have time to read this blog. Anyways, my apologies for not committing to Nira this time around, *for the first time in history (it's gonna start raining man)* aku macam lost giler, kene catch up banyak bende.

Nonetheless, compared to other sub-groups, at least selambat-lambat korangs, punctual jugak. Anyways, my apologies lagi, that speech yang telah menghancurkan make-up kite yang berejam tu... Haha...

I didn't expect to even cry, ape lagi sob... Aku ni memang sensotip orangnye! I was really really touched (ok, aku danak nangis, shit!) when I see you girls holding back your tears... I WAS REALLY TOUCHED. I never expected yang korang feeling bersamaku... SOOOOO-ME eh mate merah!

When I spoke that day, I didn't look up, but when I did, Belo, Fish, Faz, Nana, and the rest were tearing, it made me lagi sayang korang... FISH! LAIN KALI JGN PELUK AKU! MAKIN BANJIR OOOI!

I can't remember what I said exactly, but I want to point this out again, you girls are so lucky this time around, last year was difficult for us seniors, no one guiding us, we're so lost... So lost that we only get our set done right before Pentas itself, tu pun, da tak bole practice cos Pentas danak start...

I just want to say thank you for the stay... Thanks alot for commiting to Nira, dan tidak bermain Police & Thief dengan kami-kami ye... *self-explain kan lah yeee*

Words can't describe how happy I am... All of us, Ain, Fish too, love you girls so much... Even from the 1st training, we did promise our best to keep you girls intact. Now, 1 year passed so fast... Ain dah pun graduate... Fish... VIETNAM, untuk carik calon suami baru... PEGI AR PEGI!!! *MAJOK!* Aku pun SIP... Pat Singapore aje...

Hopefully, you girls will stay through thick and thin. Misunderstandings and bende-bende yang sewaktu dengannye tu SOOO-ME adat... Mane-mane pun ade politics... Berbual jer mahu lebih...

Fish and I will try our best to help you girls along the way... Insyaallah... Yey! Kite dah tak payah amek kunci, *yey*yey* HAHAHAHA.

Ok, aku pun da berlinang ni air mate... I'm trying my weird ways of stopping it... Pade korang yang witness tempo hari... Haha... Mcm gitu ar aku skarang!

Anyways, to the CHOOSEN ONES, you're chosen cos we believe in you... Kendalikanlah tugas kamu itu dengan seadil-adilnye... Chey...

Naq: Banyak bersabar... Itu paling important... You gonna receive shits, I'm sure you can handle it...
Saihah: Seandainye Naq tu Kari, Ko lah Kepale Ikan yang menyedapkan lagi...
Miza: Jagelah babies2 ku ini... Sesungguhnye, mereka semua memerlukan ibu... *Ibu...Ibu... Engkaulah Ratu Hatiku...*
Jannah: Belajarlah garang-garangkan diri sendiri eh... Collect duit bukan senang... Anyways, I want to pass u Nira nye fund, so remind me...
Wani, Naq, Jaja: Korang lah 3 Musketeers, Charmed Ones, Anak Donald Duck, 3 little pigs, dan ape-ape lah yang 3 character... Korang important, tanpe korg, set pun takde...
Fish: PR eh? Really? Aku tak ingat... Alah, ko senang jer... Ko senior, consperm dah tau ape nak buat...

I hope this new Academic year will be a joyride *think Gost Rider* for Nira! May we ave FUN! Nira babies, seperti Pentas: Janji, please janji yang korang will try your best... JANJI???

Fid: Thanks for everything. I mean EVERYTHING. I'll try to settle your stuffs.
Ain: For the guidance and example you've set for our babies. Thanks for believing in me as the ASGH.
Mamat: Everything too, thanks for the concern dari dulu.
Fish: Working together, helping me out.
Seniors: (Caca, As, Ais, Saj, Belle, Shaz, Fahna, Dayah etc) For your commitment.

Ain, the lyrics moved me, I feel you... No matter the distance, you're still with us... Aku tak bole bace ar ni lyrics.. Aku nga nangis ok!

Gemah tabuh bergeduk, resah hati tak diendah,

Minda hiruk-pikuk, kian rencam tak berarah,

Jiwa kian berkecamuk, terbelakah nasib yang pasrah,

Cekal hati memadam amuk, demi mereka ku rela...

Penantian berakhir pasti, gundah jiwa kian menghilang,

Hempas pulas memberi erti, raikan penuh gemilang...

I'm going to end this long entry with a quote and a secret, (which no longer a secret it will be...)

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo,

but what you want is

someone who will take the bus with you

when the limo breaks down.

-Oprah Winfrey

Let me share a secret with you girls, how proud I am of you girls, everynight without fail, when I think of our performance during Pentas, I'll smile to sleep...

Lotsa Love,
Lela